I debate with myself about starting over and continuing, and mostly which is braver? There are things in my life that aren’t the way I want it to be, like this blog for example. I think about dropping it completely and never blogging again. If I continue posting here, I might feel very disappointed in myself and itchy about it. I think about creating a new one just because I wasn’t able to make this what I wanted it to be. It’s rather messy too. But tonight, I’ve decided to do stay. I’m not pleased with my realities but I’ve promised to keep it all real. So I’ve decided to stay to pursue it. What a challenge it’ll be. However, I’ll be recreating it hopefully, hopefully successfully.
Here’s to recreation!